Why in the world would you set yourself on fire on purpose? Some guy did that outside of the Trump trial with pamphlets saying something about evil billionaires. Haunted Carnival Edition is kind of a cool name but to kill yourself by fire, you have to be pretty crazy.
Leslie says I'm in a fog and tired because of all the sugar I eat. Maybe but I cut that out a few weeks ago. I still think it has to do with my puffy eyes but she says the sugar causes inflammation. Retired nutritionist so she should know something. I also think it's lack of nicotine, took away my will to live. I've been creeping back up on the cigs when I'm stressed. Stressed may not be the right word, maybe strained. And of course it's allergy season.
The roofer got us confused with another client and missed his appointment today. Nothing I hate more than waiting around for someone who scheduled with me and doesn't show. And those folks who decide they can schedule over you and blow you off. Had that today too. I understand emergencies and fucking up your booked schedule but deciding you'd rather do something else than keep your commitment to me tells me a lot. This person I've stopped inviting to things because she cancels a lot, shows up late or has to leave early. She still sets things up with me but I don't count on her. I've turned down doing things with her unless I'm going to be doing them any way.
Pinball tournament tonight. I would rather stay home and sleep but I said I'd be there.
I'm wondering if this woman will be there. She made a point last time of saying she didn't know I smoked and was all excited we had something in common. I didn't get it. First time I was in a group with her, never really met her or talked to her. I'm not gay but was that a pass?