Whats the latest Grouse?
Well alot has happened since my last post, I decided to take the no contact route and after awhile I started to feel better. Right up untill I recieved a text from her saying that she wasn't sure about her decision and that she wanted to talk. I ofcourse stupidly enough got my hopes up.
The next day I was driving home from work when I see her kissing some guy at the bus stop and let's just say it was not a friendly goodbye kiss. I literally felt sick to my stomach, the anger I felt at that point was just so overwhelming that it took all my self control to not start kicking the crap out of that other guy.
I just put my foot down and pretty much drove to the other side of the country, called a friend who lives there and stayed with him for a week. The anger has now somewhat subsided but I'm dreading new years eve when she and I both will be at the same party and if she brings that other guy with her than I honestly don't know what will happen.
First fucking white christmas we get in over 25 years and I'll be spending it alone, just my luck. These are some really dark days indeed.
Damn.. she sure was fast, bro. This is why I make my move preferably the same night or day after the break up.
Well, you would've felt better about that if you would've, now, wouldn't you?
"Atleast I beat her to it, that bitch!"
It's all about locks and a master key. If a shitty lock is opened by a bunch of keyes, well, I wouldn't feel too proud about having it, moreso, if my master key doesn't seem to work in the most cheapest locks.
Anyway, I get my x-mas spirits by working the night at the pub, it gives me this warm and fuzzy feeling seeing all the lonely, ugly and divorced drinking beer in perfect harmony.
I'd say there's better chances to score at a pub on x-mas than on a vd clinic.
There's a thought if you get lonely.
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