What can I do people?

[MikeB]

Sometimes i'll be in a good mood and then in a very depressed mood . This started after my grandfather died and then my grandmother had to sell the place off . My life has been completley different without the place I spent my summers in my childhood . I never met my real father ,  I hate that part the most in my life . I feel so much weirder than everybody.Now that i'm 18 , i plan on meeting him soon .That way there won't be any worry about my dad refusing to share custody with my mom over me . How can you people help my with my confidence?

[SLCPUNK]

Maybe you can try talking to your dad on the phone first. See how that goes before meeting him in person.